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The guy who kicked-my-ass.
My hands are sore, my back aches, my heart had just stopped beating.
Was it yesterday? or the day before yesterday? Am not Sure.
*babe had sent a group message so obviously i would be able to get it even if he's permanently offline to me
because we were still friends in ym. I told him to have a nice night
after all it was 7:30 in the evening already
and yeah, he greeted me back after a long long while.
said: have a nice day donna.
yeah right? that one-liner sentence ate up all my courage of texting him on Christmas Eve.
I was wrong, I thought I was strong enough to handle rejection this time.
I even asked God to make the pain worser than worst. If am gonna be hurt, then make it a big horrendous slap in my face.
I want it to be bad enough to make me forget everything. but I WAS WRONG, MAYBE I CAN'T TAKE IT. Maybe I won't make it.
Now I'm torn, should I tell him about the way I feel on Christmas or Not?
Vote for YES: because I already promised myself this will be the last time i'd be hurt. I won't fall in love again.
Vote for NO: I can't seem to handle the pain. My Pride is nowhere in Sight. I don't even have my Dignity anymore.
YES, I am Torn. NO, I don't know what to make of this Situation.
Anyway..
Last night, Bel, Sheldon ( Maybe Ex-Boyfriend of the Bitch-Scammer-Paula Caturay ) and I had talked in ym conference.
And I can't believe that guy, because the last time I checked? he called his maybe-ex girlfriend a psycho.
Emphasis on the word MAYBE. Because I think they were back together, last night he was protecting her
like a loving present-boyfriend.
WAKE UP INNOCENT BOY! Your girl is lying to you! Again! And you honestly think we're the ones lying here?
Thanks a lot for the Vote of Confidence! YES, WE COULD GET OUR MONEY BACK because WE ARE BRILLIANT and WE HAVE OUR WAYS.
You just remind me that I don' t really wanna have a boyfriend. Thank you very much for that. Great Job.
My hands were sore from too much cleaning yesterday and up-to-today.
I scrubbed the floors and the tiles and the sanctuary itself. I was freaking tired I almost didn't make it to the bathroom to take a bath.
I looked and smelled myself again and that did it. I stink!. :)
Make it Happen and Centerstage 2 has the same plot. It almost bored me, but since I love dancing very much... I still enjoyed watching them. On the other hand, The Clique was a very feel-good movie. :) *SmileS*
I was hooked with these performances... and so far?
BLEEDING LOVE by Mark & Chelsea is the Dance to Beat! :)
You might wanna check out these performances
in So You Think You Can Dance. :)
They're my favorites. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEJizcDyk
- Bleeding Love by Mark & Chelsea
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cr0ZOo6qK
- No Air by Katee & Joshua
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52dx5u7Ul
- Can We Chill by Comfort & Thayne
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IEguAROS4
- Dancing by Lacey & Cameron
Grade it Yourself. Am sure as hell right now that you'd enjoy them. :)
okayWas it yesterday? or the day before yesterday? Am not Sure.
*babe had sent a group message so obviously i would be able to get it even if he's permanently offline to me
because we were still friends in ym. I told him to have a nice night
after all it was 7:30 in the evening already
and yeah, he greeted me back after a long long while.
said: have a nice day donna.
yeah right? that one-liner sentence ate up all my courage of texting him on Christmas Eve.
I was wrong, I thought I was strong enough to handle rejection this time.
I even asked God to make the pain worser than worst. If am gonna be hurt, then make it a big horrendous slap in my face.
I want it to be bad enough to make me forget everything. but I WAS WRONG, MAYBE I CAN'T TAKE IT. Maybe I won't make it.
Now I'm torn, should I tell him about the way I feel on Christmas or Not?
Vote for YES: because I already promised myself this will be the last time i'd be hurt. I won't fall in love again.
Vote for NO: I can't seem to handle the pain. My Pride is nowhere in Sight. I don't even have my Dignity anymore.
YES, I am Torn. NO, I don't know what to make of this Situation.
Anyway..
Last night, Bel, Sheldon ( Maybe Ex-Boyfriend of the Bitch-Scammer-Paula Caturay ) and I had talked in ym conference.
And I can't believe that guy, because the last time I checked? he called his maybe-ex girlfriend a psycho.
Emphasis on the word MAYBE. Because I think they were back together, last night he was protecting her
like a loving present-boyfriend.
WAKE UP INNOCENT BOY! Your girl is lying to you! Again! And you honestly think we're the ones lying here?
Thanks a lot for the Vote of Confidence! YES, WE COULD GET OUR MONEY BACK because WE ARE BRILLIANT and WE HAVE OUR WAYS.
You just remind me that I don' t really wanna have a boyfriend. Thank you very much for that. Great Job.
My hands were sore from too much cleaning yesterday and up-to-today.
I scrubbed the floors and the tiles and the sanctuary itself. I was freaking tired I almost didn't make it to the bathroom to take a bath.
I looked and smelled myself again and that did it. I stink!. :)
Make it Happen and Centerstage 2 has the same plot. It almost bored me, but since I love dancing very much... I still enjoyed watching them. On the other hand, The Clique was a very feel-good movie. :) *SmileS*
I was hooked with these performances... and so far?
BLEEDING LOVE by Mark & Chelsea is the Dance to Beat! :)
You might wanna check out these performances
in So You Think You Can Dance. :)
They're my favorites. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEJizcDyk
- Bleeding Love by Mark & Chelsea
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cr0ZOo6qK
- No Air by Katee & Joshua
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52dx5u7Ul
- Can We Chill by Comfort & Thayne
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IEguAROS4
- Dancing by Lacey & Cameron
Grade it Yourself. Am sure as hell right now that you'd enjoy them. :)
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